Kathy: God is in my body, allowing me to step out of it for a while and focus my mind and spirit on the families I work with, on Sunday mornings. Maybe God is in the guitar that hangs off my body, but my revelation over the years is that my body at front, my full presence, in front of people, has power (as hard as that is for me to accept). My first year, I put my music stand over to the side in the chapel, covering most of my body. This was pointed out to me by a community member. So I put my body at center and this was uncomfortable. Now it is less uncomfortable because I am focusing on reaching people and hearing them, not on my body fat or clothes bunching up under the guitar or bitten off fingernails. Okay, I notice them, but I am not focusing on them. My learning is about creating a circle of body and spirit between my chapel community and myself -- a kind of communal body, where everyone is okay as they are, especially in the love and support of our circle. Heck, I teach love of body and self to the children; why must it be a conscious effort for me to do the same for myself? If my body is of God, it is of God. I must take better care of it, though.
I mentioned the Spirit, so let me talk a little bit about my spirit since the body is the spirit and the soul is the body and the spirit is I and I and I. My spirit has been in a low place lately: family members having difficult times, feeling a sense of overwork, Haiti, Chile, politics in the USA, tiring of winter (this Jamaican does not do well in the cold), noticing that this Lent has been more distracting than others, noticing how cranky I am, noticing the hardships in the life of many friends and noticing how hard it is to tell the truth or the Truth. So my spirit has been heavy and I want to own that, claim that, and embrace that. And I do that “spiritually” without denying the joys, the Love, the graces, the love, the redemption and the peace that comes in many different, unexpected, and surprising ways.
Now to the body: I was in St. Louis last week with a group of Roman Catholics looking at “the history of preaching”. One of them from California invited me to walk for an hour and a half each day. My body felt healed doing that and my spirit said thanks. However, I am beginning to notice that my body aches: my back, my heart, my fingers, my feet and those knees. I love it. I love them. I am growing old and it is okay. Last week, Mark Anthony served me up a thrashing on the basketball court. Panting and about to have a heart attack, I could only laugh and say to him, “My body is not what it used to be anymore.”
Back to the Spirit: At the heart of the icon/collage, there is a poem which reads:
you can easily endure
any bitter face around
in the absence of malice
here is nothing but
happiness and good times
don’t dwell in sorrow my friend Hafiz
Hopefully, Lent will heal your body and heal your soul and your spirit or put them together in a beautiful way….
Author: Rev. Mark Bozzuti-Jones
Created: February 19, 2009
Using poetry, music, scripture and current events, we will explore in an interactive kind of a way the spiritual path of life...
Comments
i came to believe at last that lent is a season of hope and healing. listening for the call
john heffernan on March 18, 2010
John of God, may your belief keep deepening and become more and more embodied in acts of love and truth. Peace from us
mb-j on March 18, 2010
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